I hate being told at what time I need to go to bed.
I hate curfews.
I need my own room. I need my own place.
Damn it!!
Labios Rotos
It’s about that time again. The semester is finally over. I’m done with papers, projects and exams for 3 months. I still can’t get over how fast this year went by. I know people say this all time but damn things are just speeding up. It felt like it was just 3 months ago that I was packing up for my second year and now it’s over. I’m just flabbergasted.
Now I sit here in the darkness of my living room where I’ll probably be spending most of my nights since the “ruler” of the house is bothered every time I got out. Nigga, calm your tits. I will have to deal with this for the rest of the year until I find or better yet afford an apartment since I will not be dorming next year. I’m a bit sad and glad that I won’t be living on campus. The only thing that I’m going to miss is the freedom. The freedom to do w/e the fuck I want to do! No more late night trips to Jacks or movie nights. boo! On the other hand I will be able to enjoy some home cooked meals and the company of my mother makes me feel that much better. I just hope that I will be able to get work done here at home. With that being said my hours on campus will be extended. eh. It all takes getting used to. Staying positive here!
This summer I plan to work with my camera plenty more. Like serious stuff. Save some money, buy a lens, or photoshop. Read. And really get on a personal level with myself if that makes any sense. Some things…eh, a lot of things have happened this semester and I just need to sit back and ponder. I need to get all this shit out of my head and start fresh. foreals doh. And I guess I can excercise :)
I’m just thankful for this long break! I’m going to miss my art classes, art history not so much haha. Speaking of which, I got an A on my painting! I am so proud of myself.
Well It’s been a long day long week so I should try to get some sleep even though I took a 3 hour nap today. So I’ll just watch some t.v.
Night.
Relationships are harder now
Because conversations became texting, arguments became phone calls, feelings became subliminal messages online, sex became easy, the word “love” gets used out of context, insecurities have become your way of thinking, getting jealous became a habit, trust has been lost, cheating became an accident, leaving became the only option & being hurt became natural.
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A fun-filled weekend it has been.
Cristian and I went bowling twice, and we’s aight, we’s aight. We tried ping pong and now I want to be a part of a ping pong match!
Had lunch with my mom. Then came back home with her. Saw Kim for a bit before she went off to prom with Raul. Seeing her dolled up only made me want to go too!
Cris and I went to go see Think Like a Man. The both of us had low expectations but we loved it! We were cracking up throughout the entire movie.
I finished my Color Pattern and now I must go back. Classes will be ending soon. I’m just counting down the days!
Earlier my nephew and i were watching tangled, apparently he constantly kept telling everyone how he wanted to watch it, they kept telling him it was a girl movie, and he ignored the comments and continued asking, my sister bought him the movie the week of easter, he was ecstatic, we all sat down…
Go on and watch Tangled, Carlitos!
Will Smith and Gary Barlow Do ‘The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air’ Rap
I will forever recognize Will Smith as that dorky guy with a wacky sense of style, known as the “fresh prince of Bel-Air”.
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It seems like people in the art buildings are the most liveliest. I like it here!
You get home from a long day at work and turn on the TV. It’s been a long week, so you think to yourself- maybe i’ll take the family to a movie on Saturday. Maybe we’ll even go on a vacation soon! We could visit museums and go to plays and see all sorts of fun attractions.
When you turned the TV on, nothing happened. There are no actors to entertain you.
When you went to the movie theater, nothing was showing. There were no advertisements to tell you that anything was showing, so you went to the theater to find out. Nothing playing. There is no one to film and create movies for you. Well at least your vacation will be fun, right? Not like there will be any plays to see and there won’t be anything in the art museums.
Well at least you have the shack you are living in that you made out of cardboard and sheets.
Not like you could find an architect to build you a house with all the money you’re making as an engineer.^ACCURATE
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Indeed an Angel
My mom called me today for a bit of bad news. Our neighbor died today.
She was really sick and she knew herself that she was not going to be here for long.
Angel was the greatest, jolliest neighbor one could ever ask for.
When she had parties she would invite us on over to have some delicious soul food, their sausage links were my favorite! When we would have parties we’d invite her to enjoy our mexican food. She was a big fan of my grandmothers menudo.
She called my grandparents momma and daddy. She said my uncles were her sons. And she was our aunty. We would greet each other from the porch. Angel made my sisters prom video. She gave us gifts on christmas. She watched me and my siblings grow up.
Angel became the guardian of her niece Rene when her mother died. Rene and I would go to Smart and Final, Nails on LA, and trips to her sisters house. I felt like I was really her niece.
Despite her age and illness she was ever so joyful. We never seen her frown. Her laughter only made one feel like laughing too.
Even though our skins were of different complexions we were still considered family. There will be a silence on the block. May you rest in peace aunty angel. We will always and forever love you.
